ok so im all off on counting dpo...lol so today im really 7dpo...teheee.... sitting here watching alli cat sleep and watching a baby story and crying not sure why , but i am .. i think its those crazy suppositories.....

well alli cats booboo is bleeding but i think its from here car seat nothing has changed w/laundry soap or lotions but i think its the harnest of her car seat ,yesterday after picking up kid vid she had bled through her onsie and her outfit , so i think im going to make her a lil pad to wear for her carseat

HEMANGIOMAS

UGH...today was one of those days .. wake up get the kiddos ready for school ...johnny was home today so he took kid vid to school i stayed home with alli cat .. she was a bit grumpy .. i blew it off as her being over tired... so then i decided to get her ready for icp review for kid vid ... and i took off her onsies then alli cat screamed in horror and wouldnt stop..her hemangioma is stil ulcerated and the fibrogen started to regenrate around her booboo and when i took off the onsie i made her bleed , the sight of blood use to make me sick now its almost a daily choir , my poor baby screams for hr on end , i wish it would heal itself but as a mommy of a child w/hemangioma i know itll get better and worse and flip flop for yrs until it resolves it self and or lasering .... but it tears me up inside to hear her scream in pain and tears streaming down my lil ones face , much less the countless lil onsies and pj that are covered in blood stains.. she was so grumpy from this cleaning that she stayed up from 8a -3pm and that never happens...i just ask for a prayer for her lil booboo's to heal or atleast the big one to heal since the other 5 hemangiomas are smaller ....

Today, im 7dpo no symptoms today except ......lol were is all this saliva coming from? ugh

escape from the witch

ok ppl , im talking aunt flow here and not certain ppl named M*LISSA...Lmfao ...so i am now in the 2ww wish us the best of luck with many follies ive had 3 pos opk didnt test today cuz i ran out of opks, and if i went to the pharmacy i prob would have brought some pd sticks and there eveil too ... but im not holding to much hope on this cycle because ive used clomid 6 cycles before and they were all bfn.. but who knows..

the big O

Thats right yesterday i found out theres 8 huge follies and mild ohss so i sit here eat salty food and drink gaterade i knew something was odd my belly was achy like ivf.. and i was right there are 9 all to gether but 8 huge ones !! so yesterday i had a pos opk and this morning i didnt even have to wait for a line to show it was there!!!! i just hope dh boys decide to move a lil quicker..lol so we bd yesterday and according to re morrow ill offically ovulate ..so bd again n again lol... i would love another munchkin.. or 2 or 3 ..teeeheee well i better get a move on things

wth!!!!!! cd20 and no o!!! i had ewcm but nothing on opk ..i hope i ovulate, i think im heading o bedminister and demand..yea im bossy a ultrasound i wanna know wats up because my cervix is super sore n heavy like wen Alli would pound her feet into me...just waiting for my re

today is cd18 and no o..poo again , and i dont understand why i feel sick to my stomach i thought it was something i ate , but its to late in the day and its still sick , or maybe its clomid...it feels blah.. i feel blah , i dont think im going to o i thought it would be early but according to my o calculator it should be sometime next week .. but that was without clomid..maybe ill end up with super follies and like 12 of them ... and ill be the next octo mom and ppl would hate on me .... ok not octo mom but ill taake sextuplets ...lol ... im not kinding ..well im going bed see ya'll later xxoo

heres a pic of Alli cat during tummy time!!!
and heres Alli n Emme

cd 14 and i got a faintly positive opk...so i took another one and it was negative ....wth!!!! but i am having a ton of mettleshmirtz(sp) pain so hopefully i have a bunch of follicles ready to burst!!! soon

poo

well its cd12 and still a neg opk..... so nothing pooooo... oh well im headed off to my moms ! hopefully to relax , but evertime i come here the kids beat each other up .. im talk my son n niece... then my daughter wont be able to sleep because of them and start to cry... sigh but i do love it there lol.... i think im goin to have to buy more opks while im here .... still drink cough sry

up and i sure smell like it .. i need to get allergy pill but im afraid they'll dry me out you know were ..lol any suggestions? oh well..... oh wait before i go Alli cat saw my cup in freakd so we gave her a sippy of some juice and you wouldnt believe it but she drank from it... and wait for it........held the cup by herself!!!!! my lil smartie pants!!!!

CD 11...NEG OPK

Hey i still have turkeys up...my re said turkey meat helped w/concieving maybe ill eat turkey again this wk... ive been taking shots of robotussin in hopes to make dh lil men happy in my cm (tmi) yea i know but yesterday was a dozy for me i think i cried all day long today i was fine except a migraine that has lasted all day long ..pooo...

well the kiddos are well kid vid is ...well playing video games.. and alli is napping after eating a half a jar of baby foodshe has never done that yaay squash!

sooo whos up for a round of cold medicine?! lol hear to cm! cheers

ok ok its been a long time ...

its been a super long time since ive post close to 6 months but we've all adjusted nicely Alli is a really good girl... her birth was a story within its self we walked in to perinatal unit on 12/17 we got prepped and waited for me to be brought in , and thats were the fun began my doctor joked around with my and then the cutest anastialogist(sp) ntroduced herself to me and said ok turn around so my doc hugged me while my lil lady looked for space to put my spinal ...1st shot was a no go ...but the second well that did it.. and i mean did it .... i told her yup u got it .. she said in the 20 plus yr shes been doing it she never said a pt said i hit the spot...lol then i got sick ....real sick ... my bp bottomed out when i looked at the pulse ox it was 45/45 then i was in and out i remember telling her i wasnt feeling well the kept talking to me the machines peeped like crazy about 45 min they got me stabilized and brought my dh in the room he knew something was wrong i told him and he held my hand ...then they proceeded on my section.... at 12:27 Alli was born but she didnt cry ... they had to stimulate her and suck out fluid ..then we heard her cry ...meanwhile dh was soo upset because of this .. if you guys remember i had gd and her lung werent fully mature ...but then she was healthy enough for them to bring her to me ... im still in and out but i gave her a kiss and they took her and dh followed them like a hawk ... as i watch the delivery video now .. it was crazy you can still hear the machines go nut during the c ...aparently i wasnt that stable but im still here now ..good doc!!!

if any1 wants i have a ton of pix on facebook leave a comment and ill approve ya ,


and yea ...guess what were trying to ttc again!!!!! heres to my last round of clomid !!!!!