Whatta Shock!!!

ok im sry we went away on vaca and my laptop died again:( so about 10 days ago i went in for a ultrasound because i was having horrible cramping on my left side we went in and discovered i had ohss not fun but we got to see our lil monkey and she was great measuring at 6w2days!!! w/a great heartbeat we were sooo happy ....wellll fast foward to this past monday we went to the re for our final appt to be discharged so i hop on the table and get ready for the wand so he starts by checking my ohssand then he checks monkeythens heartbeat .. takes forever at that point we got scared .. then he ask how many did we transfer i said 3 then he was like how old are you ... ummmm 31 ... he goes welll guys .. ugh i think im going to be sick.... well guys your having twins .... at that point Mr.Grumpy is in a state of shock and starts crying i start crying .. we ask the doctor if he's pulling our leg ...nope there 2 sac n two heartbeats ... holy poo!!!!!! were having twins!!!!!our due date is March 2 but prob sometime early Feb!!!!

Drum Roll pls.......

After my nurse made us wait 5hrs!!! My beta is 200 !!!! my next test is monday aint that crazy usually its every other day but oh well ... now beta hell begins .... more waiting

i stepped away from my laptop top ?!

ok ive been a really bad blogger but i had too! the 2ww was breaking me i dr.googles and well drove myself batty! .. well ive been poas since trigger ... trigger the day after .... its neg ...wtf ... omg im not going to ovulate the doc isnt going to get eggs !!! next day pos hpt .. er 7 eggies what the heck i had 20 2 yrs ago .. oh well atleast i had some ... fert report .. 5 eggies day2 4 eggies one arrested ... sigh ... the sitter said she'll call on day 3 on what time to come in .... et on day 3 still have 4 embies 2 are great 1 is so so and the other is poopy .. get there my soso eggie shaped up to a great eggie my poopy embies arrested .. so now we have 3 .. i beg my embyrologist to transfer all 3 she ask the doc .... he said yes!!!!! now fast forward to 6dp3dt.... i see a oh so ever faint pos really faint but heck a line is a line right? well im still poas twice dailly still pos.. today is 11dp3dt morrow is my beta!!! wish us luck

PUPO WITH TRIPLETS!!!

well if you you know me and mr.grummpy we love to do things big and overshop!! So this morning i get a call that i have 2 great embies and 1 ok one and one w/frag ..so the call says get ready fpr a 11 oclock transfer and take your valium at 10:30 .. so my mom takes kid vid n allie cat to the beach and me n grumpy head over ... now we are scrubed up and our embie sitter says well one arrested but well freeze the other one cause it turned out really well .... she walks away grumpy was like why not all 3 ....the embie sitter comes back we ask for all 3 , she goes hang on let me ask doc ...ok ...waiting ....waiting ... the sitter said it was ok ..... now were in the stir ups the doc comes in and keeps talking about triplets are we ok w/that blah blah ... me n grumpy agree ... and now i hope there dividing and picking out what area they want to implant at !!!! now the dreaded 2ww .... ill be poas on fri and sat !!!! ill post symptoms daily ~j

fert report !!!

ok im a day late , but we had our er yesterday im really bummed this time around (blaming re's protcol) but e got 7 eggs and when our babysitter aka embyrologist stated we have 5 embabies growing and now i hope there great fighter and i have strong lil babies for a 5 day transfer if they look poopie i might have a transfer morrow afternoon or sat morning then bedrest for 24 hrs

It's trigger time!!

finally after 5million early morning dildo cam and scarey blood draws byt he weekend tech i got to trigger about 30 mins ago!!! and it felt good!!! well er is at wed morning at 9:30 am !! woot woot now its bed time cause im beat

day 8 of stims

sry ive been lagging , well apperently my follie growth is top secret ! but they doubled from 2 days ago so i gotta have 8 of them right? well i have to go in morrow at 8:20 and ill know when i get to trigger were all hoping to trigger morrow er on tue!!! well so much is diff this time my ovaries hurt and i swear im peeing every 2 hrs theres so much pressure going on there i hope thats good news ... brb the munchkin is rioting

THE LAST PILL!!!!!!

oh im bcp free!!!! 4 more days to baselines!!!! wish us luck

yea, i guess they were right?

i went to l.ab c.orp and had a beta done and it was at 25 then 12 and then 4 when i had a d&c ... Where just waiting for results ond the biopsy on the tissue. i also started bcp's again and have baselines on may 28 at 7 am !!! i think ill take my munchkin w/me just incase i get bad news again

Your kidding me ? Thats all you can say !

Well ppl , im out of the game before it even started i went in on fri to have my baselines done and my lining was at 10mm apparently thats not good for embyros to implant ? So i went back in an sat to have a follow u/s and my nurse was set on my lining had shed ...well guess what im still at 10 mm and now they want to do a endometrial biopsy !!! ... and im canceled !!!!!! WHAT!!!!!!!

Thats it i had enough of this clinic , 1st they charged crazy charges on my credit card , it takes 2 wks to talk to someone , i left 4 messages just to get my lab results they charged me for injection class( imma nurse! that use to teach other IF'ERS) they wanted me to pay of anasthsia(sp) meanwhile my insurance will pay for it then they wanted a 1800.00 check up front for freezing even before we had er ... im gone!!!! THEY CANT BITE MY ASS!!!!!!!!!!!...and guess what they tried telling me my lining was thick cause i was pregnant!!!!!!! What!!!!! hmmmmmm... last time i checked you have to have sex to get pg !! and in our case we need a re, embyrologist and a petri dish!!!!!!!

So im out of there and thinking of contacting the BBB ... Well i have a new re at my home clinic SIRM here i come~j

baselines.....its a bust ...so far

yup went in , and got a phone call ....j~ ur lining is to thick ....10mm dr wants to see it at 7mm...so i go back morrow at 7:30... till then

NO MORE BCP'S!!!!

THATS RIGHT!! i took my last one yesterday!!!! my tummy thanks me too ... now one thing down ... and a gazzilion more to go! This friday is my baselines and if everything is all good Sat we ( i mean me) start our stims... this time around my doc has choose antagonist for us ... which i thought was for poor responders or pcos ... but its a mystery why he choose this ... but if he and we fail at this cycle were jumping ship !!! something about this re and his office doesnt sit right it doesnt fell like "home" or "comfy'' ... We might go back to SIRM or head on over to Diamond .. but hopefully we wont have to think like that just yet ;) So were all ready to go !! i also brought 20 poas on A.mazon a few wks ago i will start 1dpt just to see if the ovidrel is out of my system ... I'll be back......fri ...... hopefully with the "GO" start stims till then~j

Box o meds!!!

6 more days of bcp!!! then stims !!!! and just in time .. they came today , after tracking a non working numbers i called the pharmacy and waited about 30 min they called me back with the right tracking number and by 3 they were sitting on my kitchen table in all there glory ! i also think my re is a mad doc ... he ordered way to many meds but heck what do i know he's the doc . he also rx'd me some valium ! woot woot because my first transfer man it was uncomfy and i was all kinds of freaked it took 30 min to place my embies back .. this time i wanna feel loopy! lol well speaking of loopy i better head of to bed and take a bened.ryl my allergies are out of hand !!! see yall morrow !! re in the am to sign my forms,and injection class and trial transfer taahtaah!!!

cd1

And it all begins af showed up this morning and i have never been so happy !! just got off the phone with my nurse and my cd 3 and a.follie count are on sat at 7:50 am!! woot woot ... but pooo for sleeping in ...and were off!!!!

Here we go again!!!! ivf # 2!?!?!?!

Well .....im back!!!!! things have been nutty i'll update when i can ..... but heres to another failed cycle!!!! hooorah!!!! and on to a new one with a ne RE and hopefully a new protcol !!!!! now the wait for af were is she!!! if some one finds her send her my way !!... well our lil Allie Cat has turned one as is driving us nuts!! but in a great way and we wouldnt change it for a thing !!now hopefully a new sibling(s) for our lil monkeys!!!!