Tuesday, May 12, 2009

HEMANGIOMAS

UGH...today was one of those days .. wake up get the kiddos ready for school ...johnny was home today so he took kid vid to school i stayed home with alli cat .. she was a bit grumpy .. i blew it off as her being over tired... so then i decided to get her ready for icp review for kid vid ... and i took off her onsies then alli cat screamed in horror and wouldnt stop..her hemangioma is stil ulcerated and the fibrogen started to regenrate around her booboo and when i took off the onsie i made her bleed , the sight of blood use to make me sick now its almost a daily choir , my poor baby screams for hr on end , i wish it would heal itself but as a mommy of a child w/hemangioma i know itll get better and worse and flip flop for yrs until it resolves it self and or lasering .... but it tears me up inside to hear her scream in pain and tears streaming down my lil ones face , much less the countless lil onsies and pj that are covered in blood stains.. she was so grumpy from this cleaning that she stayed up from 8a -3pm and that never happens...i just ask for a prayer for her lil booboo's to heal or atleast the big one to heal since the other 5 hemangiomas are smaller ....

Today, im 7dpo no symptoms today except ......lol were is all this saliva coming from? ugh

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