ok so im all off on counting dpo...lol so today im really 7dpo...teheee.... sitting here watching alli cat sleep and watching a baby story and crying not sure why , but i am .. i think its those crazy suppositories.....

well alli cats booboo is bleeding but i think its from here car seat nothing has changed w/laundry soap or lotions but i think its the harnest of her car seat ,yesterday after picking up kid vid she had bled through her onsie and her outfit , so i think im going to make her a lil pad to wear for her carseat

HEMANGIOMAS

UGH...today was one of those days .. wake up get the kiddos ready for school ...johnny was home today so he took kid vid to school i stayed home with alli cat .. she was a bit grumpy .. i blew it off as her being over tired... so then i decided to get her ready for icp review for kid vid ... and i took off her onsies then alli cat screamed in horror and wouldnt stop..her hemangioma is stil ulcerated and the fibrogen started to regenrate around her booboo and when i took off the onsie i made her bleed , the sight of blood use to make me sick now its almost a daily choir , my poor baby screams for hr on end , i wish it would heal itself but as a mommy of a child w/hemangioma i know itll get better and worse and flip flop for yrs until it resolves it self and or lasering .... but it tears me up inside to hear her scream in pain and tears streaming down my lil ones face , much less the countless lil onsies and pj that are covered in blood stains.. she was so grumpy from this cleaning that she stayed up from 8a -3pm and that never happens...i just ask for a prayer for her lil booboo's to heal or atleast the big one to heal since the other 5 hemangiomas are smaller ....

Today, im 7dpo no symptoms today except ......lol were is all this saliva coming from? ugh

escape from the witch

ok ppl , im talking aunt flow here and not certain ppl named M*LISSA...Lmfao ...so i am now in the 2ww wish us the best of luck with many follies ive had 3 pos opk didnt test today cuz i ran out of opks, and if i went to the pharmacy i prob would have brought some pd sticks and there eveil too ... but im not holding to much hope on this cycle because ive used clomid 6 cycles before and they were all bfn.. but who knows..

the big O

Thats right yesterday i found out theres 8 huge follies and mild ohss so i sit here eat salty food and drink gaterade i knew something was odd my belly was achy like ivf.. and i was right there are 9 all to gether but 8 huge ones !! so yesterday i had a pos opk and this morning i didnt even have to wait for a line to show it was there!!!! i just hope dh boys decide to move a lil quicker..lol so we bd yesterday and according to re morrow ill offically ovulate ..so bd again n again lol... i would love another munchkin.. or 2 or 3 ..teeeheee well i better get a move on things

wth!!!!!! cd20 and no o!!! i had ewcm but nothing on opk ..i hope i ovulate, i think im heading o bedminister and demand..yea im bossy a ultrasound i wanna know wats up because my cervix is super sore n heavy like wen Alli would pound her feet into me...just waiting for my re

today is cd18 and no o..poo again , and i dont understand why i feel sick to my stomach i thought it was something i ate , but its to late in the day and its still sick , or maybe its clomid...it feels blah.. i feel blah , i dont think im going to o i thought it would be early but according to my o calculator it should be sometime next week .. but that was without clomid..maybe ill end up with super follies and like 12 of them ... and ill be the next octo mom and ppl would hate on me .... ok not octo mom but ill taake sextuplets ...lol ... im not kinding ..well im going bed see ya'll later xxoo